两颗受伤的心

谢谢你，让我感觉到我存在的价值。
谢谢我，让你度过开心快乐的一年。

美好的一切，瞬间过去。
是你的敏感，还是我的大意，
一不小心，伤害了彼此？

你对朋友的信任，造成我的泪崩。
我对自己的坚持，造成你的伤害。

挫败。


越了界，就该回头，
越了线，就该后退。

那一刻，

你开心，我窒息。
你享受，我煎熬。

你的朋友，我的仰慕。
我的朋友，你的倾诉。

冲撞虽然不大，但是，都碎成了沙。

你只能在远处看我的身影，
我也只能在远处看他的背影。

可惜，一切都不对。

如果，事情颠倒，那该会是多么完美的结局。

说好了，一切就此结束。

Who am I staying with?

You are indeed a bitch that I never meet before. 

Yes, I know this is your house, you can do whatever you like. But can you please take notes that there is another tenant studying in living room and going to sit for the final exam very soon?!  And during this time you want to invite people to live at “your nephew‘s room” that previously belongs to me?!

 Come on! 

I’ m curious actually. You won’t mind your “someone” to live in such a smelly room? Ridiculous! If I were you, I won’t have the face to invite my “somebody” to come here, because of the smelly room that smell like a death mouse. And would you mind to explain why there he owns a room here? It's embarrasing! 

Yes, I admit, I hate you and him, and hate everything in the house and everything related to you and him and even you damn disgusting laughter since the day I move out of the room. I even hate the fake smile and greeting for each other everyday. I felt so disgusting indeed. So what? 

This is your fault. I seriously don’t think that you are rational enough (according to you bich) to solve this problem. You said you let him to move in temporary and you will sleep in your hostel, but what now? U said if after that he wants to stay here for long term, you will see how to do, as in let me and my official housemate to live in master room so you and he occupied a room each. But what’s now?

 I said I will place my table in living room, you can it’s ok only for temporary but you MIND if that is long term. Damn it! You bitch! 

I wonder why am I agree to move out. I wonder why should I leave the room for him? I wonder why am I so kind-hearted to you. I wonder do you ever feel guilty on this matter.  I wonder do you ever plan this since the very beginning. 

Here’s some advises, never stay with the landlord as they are the BOSS in the house and they will do whatever they like and can ask you to move out depends on their mood. And whatever action they want to do, they are just informing you but not asking permission from you. Even though they will say "we can further discuss". There's all rubbish! DO NOT EVER BELIEVE THEM. And, do not ever accept what they offered for you. You could never pay back. Once you accept, you have no right to say NO despite you don’t really want to say yes.

Lesson learnt.

Big lesson of the year.